self-imposed suffering.......... happy new year.....is it?

the new year has arrived and my 3 month self-imposed torture has offically started. NO FUCKING ALCHOHOL for 3 months...(jan 1st- april 1st... the fools day. how appropriate) NOTHING, ZERO, NADA. some of you may be saying, "big deal, no booze." well it is a big deal because i love booze as most of you can attest to. i really really love to drink. so because of this tremendous love of the spirits, i annually drop the shit for the first quarter of the year to readjust my personal and physical well being. this will be my 24th year of this pathetic show of my self-contol and to cry out loud, "hey look, i don`t have a drinking problem. everything is under control!" what a fucking joke........ would anyone care to partake in this insanity? join me in this mission to Hell. they say there`s strength in numbers but in this case it may backfire. It`s a contest! what the fuck, everything i say keeps making it worse. so be it. well anyways, Happy New Year Fuckers........p.s. and to the people i see and don`t remember who you are, i apologize in advance.